I just recently found out some things about myself.. some people would think I'm crazy if I told them so I wont. But it makes so much sense to everything. I understand myself a lot better now and I believe I can handle things now.
Forgiveness is gonna be hard but I'm gonna have to forgive my father for everything he's done wrong. It doesn't make things right what he's done over time but I cant keep this hate in me. It's not good.
I need to cleanse myself from all this hate that's inside me so I can be a better person. And so that I take on certain gifts of mine.
